With this blog i'm starting a new, more mature, chapter in my life. I noticed today that i'm not sure about a lot of things in my future... or should I say not a lot of my future is a sure thing...
I sat down with two of my closest coworkers today, Katie and Amanda and we discussed a lot of different things a young adult needs to take care of. I got a lot of insight, they are always willing to help, telling me its "too early to have a mid-life crisis."
They helped me with my money, having me open a new savings account strictly for the apartment move. Offered to lend a hand with moving when the time comes and even offered throwing me a housewarming party.
As much as I know there are people who are watching me grow, whether they are my real blood or pseudo family, I still feel as if I'm alone.
I'm not sure what it is... its not because i'm single... I am technically single but i'm in the type of relationship Flexi that i want to be in right now... (At least in my mind) I don't want to answer to her, or any woman right now. Future of course... but now, no. she's my closest friend, probably closer than any wife I have will be... Enough about her
I feel alone still, i'm not sure why, haha, i thought typing all this would give me the answer.. I just don't fit in. I'm not special. I've yet to find my natural talent. I'm trying to find it, maybe then will I gain some confidence and maybe even be proud of myself.
Post Script.. i feel like i just completely wasted you're time for reading this... hahah, sorry, whoever you are... Also.. you just lost the game.
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