Death.

My dad says it doesn't have to happen. that there should be away to fix things so that people stay around longer... I've never heard him speak so selfishly in my life, but I guess if my mother died i'd say the same thing. My grandmother passed away last night, around 7pm. i was walking to the front door of my house right as i got the phone call to come home as soon as possible... I wanted to go in and see her one last time before she passed but i was too late... it hurts, i cried all day at work yesterday, and all night last night. I honestly didn't think it would be this bad... 101 years old, she's really lived a full life. I'm thankful I at least got to be part of it. I know she loved me, a lot. I am thankful, but it still hurts like FUCK.